Linggo, Oktubre 8, 2017

I would and you won't

Apparently the guy hadn't bagged the Boyfriend-of-the-Year award.


I would care and you won't. 
I would talk to you, and you won't. 
I would ask you, and you wouldn't want to be asked. 
I would tell you, and you wouldn't want to be told. 
I would trust you, and you wouldn't want to be trusted. 
I would love you see how much I do love you, but you would not allow me to.

Now, let me tell how I mean about those.

I'd TALK TO YOU, and you won't. 
Can you count how many times we discuss something worth talking about? I could. 
Those weren't so many because 
YOU. DON'T. TALK. TO. ME

You don't talk to me about your plans. 
You don't talk to me about your goals. 
You don't talk to me about what you would want to do the whole day. 
You don't talk to me about where you will go or are you even allowed to? 
You don't talk to me about what you do hate about me or what should I do or should I not. 
You don't talk to me about what I should be telling you about or be doing because. 
You don't talk to me and 
YOU. DON'T. CARE.


You don't care about my plans. 
You don't care about my decisions. 
You don't care about what I think. 
You don't care about what I do because YOU. DON'T. ASK.

You don't ask how I feel about this morning. 
You don't ask if I love you still or not anymore.  
You don't ask if I hate you. 
You don't ask if I am pissed. 
You don't ask when are my spare times. 
You don't ask if I'm cool with going somewhere because when I did, you dumped me. 
I asked you again, and you said you can't. I asked you again and was dumped the third time. 
And, 
YOU. WON'T. TELL. ME. WHY.

You don't tell me why. 
You don't tell me why you never explained. 
Instead, you make me explain yourself to me. 
You don't tell me why you don't. 
You don't tell me why you won't. 
You don't tell me why you can't. 
Do you know what I think? 
YOU. DON'T. TRUST. ME.

I'd trust you and you don't. 
I'd trust you with simple things, but you don't. How much more with the big things? 
You don't trust me with your plans. 
You don't trust me with your decisions. 
You don't trust me with what you think. 
You don't trust me with things that's running on your mind. 
You don't trust me with them. 

So, if you're wondering why I'd stop being the same person you used to know. 
Or why I'd stop doing things I used to. It's because, you don't trust me to trust you back. 
You don't trust me to love you. 
You won't trust me to show you how much I do. 

I love you, but you won't let me love you more. 

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